wow. so school is basically done except for an exam then its summer 09 for me. so far, its been amazing and jason, ashley and i went to calgary yesterday. went to the zoo and shopped for a bit. and of course what's a trip to calgary without getting lost? bahaha.
i think you guys are warming up to me and getting to know me better. y'know... with the me acting like a fag whilst being intoxicated. but everyone knows i only do that in front of close friends and if i feel like.... taking my clothes off... but i am no longer known as 'it' by ted.
home life has been such a piss off lately. my mom is all anal about getting my trip paid off even though i have paid like 3/4 of it myself so far. and she's all worrying about me and getting my summer school stuff finished but it's not even my fault because the stupid fucking lady didn't give me ALL of the shit nor did she tell me what i was really supposed to be doing. so now that's like 2 and a half weeks wasted and nothing has been handed in because they guy gave me my mod one back so i could do a better job on it. but ashley and jason said they would help me do it so i could be done quicker =).
i don't really know what to do or say to you anymore. there are those days where yeah, i would rather hang out and be with them, but i like being there and talking to you too about the deep stuff. i dont want to do this to you, but this is just how things are at the moment.
i don't blame you for not wanting to come home sober. or stay sober at home. my mom is pissing me off more and more and it's parcially her fault. if she didnt want me spending money then why did she let me go to calgary. whatever.
things still feel and seem really complicated right now, but i don't have to deal with bitches right now. another thing that makes me mad is that i am pretty sure i have known you longer than she has but you would rather be on 'good terms' with her and not me? like wtf did i ever do to you. its your problem you took her side with this whole thing. and don't get me wrong, i am NOT keeping on with this, but that angers me. and why would she go to your lame party when there is no one that is actually decent going? and have fun bitches, if you want to be like this, you get to deal with this in italia bitches. =)
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