you'll go out in style.

the internet is so pointless lately. on facebook all people ever do is update their status to retarded things like 'doing to take a shower' and 'LOL I'm soooo stoned'. like i don't give a shit about that. nor is there anything better to do on the internet besides blog when it is most likely no one is going to read it anyways.

i have been really thinking a lot about friday lately. i don't know why you wont talk to me and just think that our friendship is over. just because i walk away means that i don't ever want to talk to you anymore? what the hell did you want me to say? just... ugh. then you just go to amber. is she your back-up friend or something? like what? i try to contact you and you don't answer. i obviously want to talk to you about this, but it seems like you dont want to hear what i say. at least i have a friend that will listen to me for the most part. i guess the boys can just pick on you now.

my summer is going to suck. i have to do some intense working on my english.. which i have to do basically 2 mods in a week. i hate how i procrastinate. i need to be with people who can motivate me. because the only time i ever feel like doing anything is late at night. but that isn't that healthy. i am so scared for this social final. but to a sense i feel like i know a lot of it.

i hate having to make this decision even though i have made up my mind in my head. i want to go with my auntie but i love my dad too, but adele can go fuck herself. ugh. all i feel i ever do on here is rant rant rant.