Wednesday, April 29

let the rain fall down and wake my dreams, let it wash away my sanity.

i wish i could come to terms and just tell everyone what i think of them. im sick of people using me and making fun of me. i just dont know what to think anymore. now that i am going on this trip, i can't leave to the coast anymore. not till after i graduate.

im getting so stressed out about graduating. im probably going to have to go take courses at outreach so i can even get enough credits. i wish i didnt have such a shitty fashions teacher so i could get more than 2 fucking credits.

why did you decide to fucking apologize to her now? what are your plans even? i don't want my bestfriend getting taken away from me. i have already had too many things taken from me. im so afraid of being alone that i dont know what to do.

i just want to get away from it all.

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