the light is white.

i am so angry right now.
1) i failed my math test and i am sure as hell sure i failed my science test too.
2) i HAVE to work on halloween. fuck.
i am so mad that only 3 people at work do anything (me included). the other guy doesnt do shit. im sick of working at places who dont hire reliable workers. i need a new fucking job that spaces my hours out. i wish i could of gotten hired at london road, or gap, or bluenotes. i am basically this close to quitting my job. no lies. because i honestly doubt i will get a decent job until i have quit. another reason i am mad is because of all this halloween stuff. this has been planned since forever and its like you cant have it off because you have had like 2 weekends off already. like fuck, thats not my fault. one weekend my fucking mother was getting married, the other, i didnt even know till like last minute. i obvs can't be at work when im in the fucking pass. fuck. i wish i had my cousins life. she has it so easy, she has looks that could kill and she has a husband that makes a lot of money, and has a nice house in calgary. fuck. i want to disappear.