you're a womanizer, oh.

so lately i have been really thinking about things. like how twilight is such bull shit and thinking about talking to her and him again. even though talking to her would be awkward and he wouldnt accept my apology. and i dont think i want to even live with my auntie renee anymore. i would rather live with my auntie gail or auntie sonya. because i like their lifestyles. i really wish adele hadnt came into my dad's life. she has fucked up everything. thanks to her my dad has probably moved at least once a year. i have had no bedroom that i could call my own. if they dont have a house soon enough, his chances of me living with him are slim to none. with adele being there they were already slim.
i hate that i am such a bitch to other guys. like bus boy for instance. all he wanted to know what was up. and i had to go and be a jerk about it and now i see him all the time. if i keep acting like this i will never get a date, or even later on in life, married. i mean, i really want to change the way i am and stop being so judemental but when you get to be the way you are and you have your habits, they are so hard to break. then there is school. science i am doing pretty good in but math is another story. i really hate it. and when my dad talks to me about it, he wont be happy with my grades. but who ever said i was going to tell him in the first place. not unless he got them faxed or something. i dont really know what to think.