Sunday, November 16

well it aint no surprise.

lately i have been feeling like complete and udder shit. this weekend hasnt been the greatest and christmas is coming up. i have no idea what to get anybody. i wish i could move out of my house because i have had enough of what goes on here and what my mom tells XXXX (i really dont want to say the name). people tell me that i am important and they love me but its so hard to believe. they are just empty words. i feel like i have to try harder then everybody else. its hard for me just to do anything when im having a hard time. like none of my friends know what im going through and they just say you have such a good life. well you dont know my past life or my life behind closed doors so shut the fuck up. and it feels like everyone is talking behind my back. sometimes i can see why people do things.
> isnt everybody a little bit hypocritical?

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