Tuesday, April 15

do you think about me now and then.

well, i have been thinking if getting a job was a good idea or not. i mean the hours i got this week suck. im not going to be able to work like all these hours they have given me. i wanted a job. not a job thats gonna move school work out of the way. fucking sunday im working all by my fucking self. im not even that confident to be working salads AND desserts alone. they need to hire more people. 2 people is not enough for a shift, let alone one person. there needs to be at least 3 people each shift. i doubt i am going to be able to switch my shifts. im kinda jealous of stevies shifts. they would work sooo much better for me. but i hate to be so nitpicky about my shifts right away. but addison did say shit about 'accomodating to people'. im so frustrated right now. i would like to tell a therapist my problems, but i dont think that would solve anything. and getting a therapist would probably cost a lot. but i dont know who i would tell any of my problems to. i cant trust my dad because he would fucking tell the whole world. oh thanks dad for letting the whole fucking place hear the real side of me. i would just love to tell everyone who i hate straight up. and why i hate them. urgh, thinking about all this shit is giving me a headache. but for all of you, its something to think about.

1 comment:

DoDin said...

that sux i rather enjoy reading your blogs though they are more interesting than like a lot people who write about their GREAT! lives lol =]