i only look happy. but really, i want to kick your ass.

so today i think was a successful day, shopping wise. i found something new i like at starbucks: chai tea frappuccino. and amber bought me a g-string. lmfao.
school on the other hand... ha. well jenny was being a total bitch. i didnt say, oh yah jenny take my mini eggs. good lord. maybe if you werent such a bitch, i would give you some. like you share with anyone. your always mooching from people. you have a fucking job, so buy your own fucking shit.
i applied at giant tiger again, as well as green acres. so hopefully i can get a job so my dad will get off my back. im feeling pretty confident. i have one spare resume, so maybe i can go apply somewhere else if neither of those places call. i think i might need to set up an appointment with one of those job councellors. see if im doing anything wrong...
luscious is getting put down tomorrow. shes been through a lot. shes 11, 77 in dog years, and thats pretty good for a rottweiler. still, imma miss her little stub of a tail wagging when i walk in the door. and her howling when my dad does, and her 'speaking' to get a treat. and her sucking up to my dad to get a treat. i need to stop talking about her before i start crying...
im seriously starting to hate on 'juliet'. you can totally tell she flirts with 'air'. yeah, i like him still, and i think i dont have a chance with him, but still, im feeling territorial, and i dont know why.
ugh, i still dont know if i want to move to comox or not. im trying to pick out pros and cons about going. like, i hate lethy, but all my friends and family i have ever known lives here, and i havent really had to make this big a move in my life. and they are trying to presuade me to go to a place i have only been once. and your not going to do that. like they have been lots of times on 'holidays' and they wouldnt take me. like i did have a choice if i wanted to go at the beginning of the year, but im not going to do that because i need to figure out my classes, and get to know people in my classes. so hopefully i can figure these things out. rip luscious. =(