Saturday, March 7

you love her coz shes dead.

i hate to say this but i am sick of EVERYBODY. even our little group of friends. i feel like there are some things that people can't tell me and are trying to keep something from me. i am even sick of my close friends. i just feel like being alone right now. i need to think about stuff and what is going on right now. i just want to give it to everyone basically. everyone just pisses me off. even at work. my boss wont fucking hire anyone else. and callie is going to new york soon so that will leave 2 cashiers. jac and i cant do this alone for 2 weeks. but i need to keep this job till i save enough money.

i fuckin hate being sick. you just feel so gross and dont want to do anything. i have a freaking 6 hour shift tomorrow then i work on monday.