she had the world.

so, its tuesday, and i still havent gone to school (damned teachers ans assigning tons of work -_-). im well into my second vampire diaries book, and its been kind of hard to get into. but nonetheless, its pretty good. and i really dont want to back. especially having a long holiday. but it was worth it. but i have no fucking clue what im doing in science. i dont understand one bit of chapter 8. well, i guess we all know who's fucked for that test... me. joy. it looks as if it could rain again, but maybe that was the previous storm. blah. i hope i didnt miss much important things. whatever. i can't wait to go back to work for some reason. i love pretty much everyone there. geez, i am yet again rebooking my hair appointment. because they are always falling on a wednesday. and thats when i work, goddamn it. its going to be a lot shorter. but it should be a decent length for when i graduate. i cant wait for when all my books get realeased. especially breaking dawn, shadow kiss, and blue bloods 3: revalations. once the twilight series is finished, i dont know what im going to do with myself. right at the moment i feel angry. i dont know why. when im reading my vampire diaries book, its filling me with the emotion the main character is feeling. i dont know, its kinda weird. im thinking about keeping a journal, for my sake. but then there is blogspot. but for some of my more private emotions, i might get a diary and put my emotions into that. for now, i guess we'll see how tomorrow goes.

charging.

i hate to be judgemental, but i honestly think you are trying too hard. you are doing all these things just to make friends, or to be someones 'bff'.
on another note, im having a fun time. i dont want to leave. i love victoria, i could probably live here. besides the fact that i saw a woman on crack. no lie. lol. i dont know what else to say... oh, im going to sidney and this sammich place tomorrow. and see harbour seals =). blah. im not looking forward to coming back home. i have so much shit i need to do. blah. stupid school.

around the world.

so, its official. im leaving tomorrow. it kinda sucks because i have to be up at the normal time i am up, and im leaving my kitty for a week and no one is here to take care of him. my auntie and uncle are gone till who knows when, so lets hope they come back tomorrow and can take care of him. i'll miss him but he'll be so mad when we are back. but then he will be all lovey. but im still excited to leave. i cant wait to go shopping either. helloooo victoria:

• lulu hoodie/sweater
• lulu bag
• swim suit
• purse
• whatever else i find. =)

but yah. it'll be cool. but i dont want to do the homework. imma miss sooo much shit. but at least i have the one monday off so i can do it that day. lmao. blah. packing sucks. i dont want to pack heavy, but i need my lappy. well, i dont need it. but i dont feel like rambling on. lol. yay for starbucks tomorrow!

it feels so much like falling.

okay. so work the past two days have been hell/shit. first off, friday was fucking hell. no one fucking came to work so i was all by myself. there was supposed to be four fucking people there. like fuck. so sabrina had to close. and she doesnt even work fucking pantry. im so happy to leave next saturday. then today was better. people actually came to work. but i almost got sent home for nothing. ali was saying shit about how she was drunk/baked and making out with this guy. we got two complaints about that. then people were complaining about not large enough salads. im like fuck. shut the hell up. then bill was describing the school out in comox for me. and it sounds so fucking awesome. its like surrounded by trees. and its like hogwarts and how they have 'houses'. your put into a 'house' that you want to go in type thing. like career wise. and they help you get into a university/college. so they arent leaving you hanging. if it is as awesome as it sounds. im moving. im tired of it. and i cant wait to get my hair done. i want to get it done before i go out to the coast. so im going to see if i can get taralynn to do my hair. hopefully i can get in before i go. =/ people will be so shocked. im soo excited. =)

my arms are outstretched towards you

omg guys. its fucking may. ony six fucking weeks till fucking summer! im excited. and only like another week till im gone for a week! i hope i can get some awesome stuff. and i get paid tomorrow! but i also work. i dont want to work 12-6 on saturday. blahhh. i cant wait till i turn sixteen. so. i am actually trying harder in school. im starting to hand in all my shit. so hopefully i can get higher grades. i want to do the best i can. i want guitar hero and rockband so bad. too bad rockband doesnt come out for the wii. that would make my life. i want to play drums soo bad. it would be so cool because there arent that many girl drummers. i totally found a new band to listen to. flyleaf. they are fucking amazing. god. my mom gave me a gross egg. it was green and she said it was fine. im like, no. its fucking green. i aint eating that shit. lol. i had a weird dream last night. it was about me driving. it was kinda awkward. i hope all goes well.